only the voices.

people often, hide things. they dont say.. dont tell.. they shut themselves up and keep their opinion to themselves because 1. they're afraid of showing 2. they think its redundant to show cause it doesnt matter to anyone anyway 3. they're just plain selfish.

so which are you?

im 1. that ball-less 1. gutless to peak of the pecking duck.

we should all tell things right? even if its not a big deal, even if it might be just an assumption or a "what if".. like a doubt. because if we dont, then we'll forever be stuck in this cornered self that we wouldnt wanna step out off and/or no one is able to break in - its like an inner comfort zone.

you're in danger if youre in a comfort a zone. emotionally or physically.. you life is either at the verge of boredom or you're just stuck on replay of doing your everyday routine. so DONT EVER LET IT HAPPEN TO YOU. get your ass out of your comfort zone. go, explore my friends.
okay im digressing..

sometimes i wish im not afraid and is able to speak freely. FREELY. not to be afraid of making people feels sad, unwanted, unloved or unappreciated.. or feels glad, satisfied or elated, joyful.. i want to be able to speak freely in a way where people cannot have any rights to feel anything. FREELY, thats what im saying. cause im afraid of my thoughts being wavered, or judged based on how others feel. and i feel that its my thoughts and they really have no rights to analyze them and feel what they're feeling. cause those thoughts that transcends into words are mine, not theirs.

i dont really know if i make any sense at all. im trying hard to cause everything's in a jumble.

but the whole point is:
dont be afraid of telling.. especially to people whom you know loves you so much that would take on the world for you.

because only they have the rights to be let in, and enter that zone of yours. they deserve to know, they are privileged and you have to let them know that they are. by the end of the day, nobody lives alone. voices are the main communication beings have. and we shouldnt be afraid to speak. we shouldnt. i shouldnt.


jess.