life is a beautiful war.

its exhausting, frustrating, crazy, exhilarating, ironic, fearful.. so much of a mix in life. too much to list it all down here in my small little space. i was crushed yesterday. tears were all dried up and i was constantly drinking water today to replenish what came streaming down my cheeks. it was exhausting. i was pushed to my limits. barely slept and went for work after. becoming a panda soon.. i need eye cream, fine lines are forming.. my friend calls it "crow feet". crap, time to panic.

oh dear life. my not-so-glamorous life. is still pretty much full of the zest of spectrum. someone once told me that life is a bell curve. but i think life is not that predictable. it might be as crazy as it can be.. it doesnt gradually excites you nor slowly inform you that pain is drawing near. some times it just WHAM. there, face it, deal with it and suck it all up.

its a beautiful war that we all have. fight for what you think you want or deserve, for your life is precious, special, unique, and the one-and-only memory you'll take with you when you age.

and i will fight that war with grace and patience.
my life is a beautiful war.


and i believe yours is, too :)

jess.