Thursday, October 20, 2011

my heart.


doesn't feel well.

it feels achy, and stuffy. i dont know how to describe this feeling that i have. my life has taken a major change. everything's different. the people who use to care turns into foe, i felt that it is as if me against the world. nobody defends for me anymore.

it is as if i am all on my own.

no, it is a fact.

my heart, feels weird. it doesnt seem to belong to anyone.. nobody seem to be really taking care of it. its exposed, and its achy all over. stuffy.. like, everything is congested. i feel like crying, but it just choked right at my throat. i need to be tougher, i need to stay strong. i need bravery.

so come on jess, exams are coming. buck up. be strong for yourself. nobody will fight for you, nobody will bother. irregardless of anything. you are on a journey that only you yourself knows what is going on.

because nobody really listens anymore.

and i mean none.

people are judging, constantly. nobody peep and your heart and feel you as a person anymore.

by the end of the day, we are all visual animal.

jess.

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