Friday, July 8, 2011

so which is you?



i believe we are all alittle bit of each. But of course, we probably will tilt a little to one of it. AND, we feel different in different 'categories' of life. For example, im a realist in work/school, and a pessimist in relationships.. perhaps an optimist in other things like food/surviving in life, etc.. True that some of us are the super doer, go getter. but at times, you'll still feel discouraged.

gut feeling, hunch.. you name it. i kind of think these hunch feelings are contributing factors to what type of a person you are.. A realist, optimist or a pessimist. If you feel good about it, you'll probably be more optimistic about the things that's going to happen. Its an influencing factor that leads you to feeling good about it or to act upon it.

everything seems connected isnt it? gut feeling comes from feelings and your analyzes on the situation itself.. it just goes round and round, like a merry-go-round. like a dog chasing its tail-stupid and dumb.

in actual fact, you have long known why you feel good/bad or whether you'll do something about it already. think harder.

people do things to impress, do things to make them feel good to feel good. pessimist practically dont do anything to make anything look good. they know theyre gonna end up a pessimist, somehow they've decided thats why they arent doing anything about it.. you see the picture?

idk, im writing in circles. this is insane. life is insane, and so are we.

so you WANT to be a pessimist, WANT to be an optimist and WANT to be a realist. not that you dont have a choice.. so dont tell me you are feeling 'emo' because you cant help it. cause you CAN.

(and my iTunes music are screwing me. they cant locate ANY songs and its pissing me off. URG!!)

jess.

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