10.07.2011

the day where i turned 22.

i didnt have much hooha celebration, just a small meetup with a few of them, had brunch.. watched my film festival at National M.. got twinkling lights in my room, more penguins, food, cakes, bags, and BAGS, cards and MORE cards, earrings (handmade), necklace, showergels, CARROTS(im serious i got that as a gift), balloons, the Lion King and Marina Sands, TWG's happy bitthday tea, facebook greetings(thank you 49 of yall...), sms and whatsapp greetings, hugs, hugs and MORE hugs.

i have some photos but im very caught up with work and school, so i doubt i'll be editing them and putting them up here. But it'll always be kept close to me (serious, its in my iphone and iphoto, and in my heart). But why post it up here when those that truly matters were there during my birthday? you know what happen anyway :)

tears of joy and ache fell during those 3days (8.9.10th jul). But those tears are living proof of me feeling. Not to pacify myself of those streaming tears, but they really make everything seem even more memorable. its better to receive ache than to feel all empty all inside, at least that's for me.

i saw fireworks when i was walking at MBS.. it was beautiful.. :) remember reminiscing back, i did mention that last year, 2010, is like a firework. beautiful, unpredictable and annoyingly scary.. it makes me feel a little peculiar when those fireworks peep at me through the windows, as if giving me a mental note that the 2nd half of the year has started. people has grown and moved on, and all are well again.

time heals. thats all ive discovered. time heals but scars remains. we all move on but those days and incidents will always be remembered no matter (unless we all have amnesia or dementia).

and when we look back, we'll be astonished of how far we have travelled down the ages to come...

happy 22nd birthday to me.
i will grow and learn, live and discover with more to come...

jess.