when i came to know that a friend has lost someone close to him and teared for hours and days, which kept him from sleeping, i felt ashamed.so damn ashamed of myself to be still up, complaining about having trouble sleeping. for the longest time, this insomnia is reoccurring. you do know i have absolutely no idea why i cant sleep? i just feel sad. and my mind just wont keep still. it's frustrating, you know, to feel this way. this is totally awful, excruciatingly awful.
ive had so many stinging unresolved issues that pricks me at the most random time of all. its no biggie stuff. but it adds up to quite a loadful. it is always the add-ups that gets me.
if only theres a prophesy of my life.. if only..
jess.
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