awaken with a tremor.. i realized, we're so loving.. that we have fights, big ones. quarrels, small ones. we had fun, laughed, cried... everything. but why do i have this funny feeling? why is it that i felt such an..unexplainable ache? it's funny. this wasnt sparkled by a major quarrel or anything.. it just stuck me spontaneously.
i have no idea why i call for a halt. i have no idea what i'm afraid of.. i have no idea. i asked for you to give me time to clear my messed up self.. the feelings are still strong.. my brain is a total crap. and when i feel that way, i know that im f*cked.
why do i feel this way? im dying to know. here i am asking for a halt. and there i am scared to death that you'll leave me.
f*ck, what the hell is wrong with me? i am totally freaking out.
i have no idea why i call for a halt. i have no idea what i'm afraid of.. i have no idea. i asked for you to give me time to clear my messed up self.. the feelings are still strong.. my brain is a total crap. and when i feel that way, i know that im f*cked.
why do i feel this way? im dying to know. here i am asking for a halt. and there i am scared to death that you'll leave me.
f*ck, what the hell is wrong with me? i am totally freaking out.
jess.
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My love. I will be with you. no matter what. no matter what decision you make. I'll understand. Clear your mind. and feel. what, you really want.
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