Thursday, October 2, 2008

i thought i was in heaven.


After 3clicks and im still jogging.. i'm gasping for air, i know i can't push on further. oh no crap. please do not make me go through the same hiatus again. I think i'm really through... 

"are you okay?!" i saw beads of perspiration rolled down his cheeks.

when i saw him, i rolled my eyes and my legs gave in. he held me over to the bench. 

god, my head is whacking, my heart is thumping, i can feel my least bit of energy draining off..

i stood there, rested for a good 45minutes. feeling like a total idiot cause of my intrepidity to jog alone. i thought i can. i thought i really can.

he asked me where i lived. i told him im fine.
he asked if im really okay. i told him im okay now.
he told me my face was as white as a sheet. i told him...
no, i kept quiet. 

he offered to walk me home. i told me i can manage. i thank him and walked my frail body back...

oh god. what is happening to me? 

this is the most terrifying jog in my whole life. 

still alive, with love,
jess

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