cleared my thoughts.

i understood how everyone felt, but do they understand mine?

i realized i've hurt him, i know he's feeling uneasy.

i know he is afraid, but i told him "hey, don't worry."

i have finally cleared the misty clouds in my head. i wonder when will the sky turn clear again.

i have did my part, and i thought things through.

i felt ashamed, and i wondered "what is going on with this liaison?"

i gave what i have, so i am undoubtedly contented. 

i've got other things that is of more importance,

and i felt bad of my negligence. 

its ludicrous to realized that i'm used.

sorry, to you mylove. and thanks, for your patience.. ...

i promise that i will never, ever let it happen, ever again.

sortie3, there you go. show them what you've got.

with love,

jess