i hope i can.

i hope i can,

hire a plane

so that i can,

give u a big bear hug

i hope i can,

clone another you

so that i can,

give u a gentle kiss

i hope i can,

forget everything that happened today

so that i can,

make my lip arch into a smile again

i hope i can,

gather all the energy i have today

so that i can,

give u a text message telling you how much i missed you

i hope i can,

scare all the nasty fellers away

so that i can,

feel less afraid of everyone

i hope i can,

make you succeed in everything you do

so that i can,

see your big wide smile again

i hope i can,

make everything and everyone smile

i hope i can, i hope i really can.

because i feel that i am falling apart.

i hope i can,

hire a plane

so that i can,

run to you and cry out loud.

because i feel that i am losing that last bit of strength in me... ...

be good, do well and make me proud. miss you, alot. my love.

with love,

jess