Its never too late.

Ah, the year is ending. And I have grew another year older, wiser? I'm not sure. But I think I'm tougher after experiencing so much, so much. There's so much I want to say and to fight for myself because I was wronged but I chose not to because I don't want to cause any jeopardy. I kept quiet and bury my voices with work and my life but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt a dime. I guess the best way to not think about anything is to stay occupied.

Why did those things happen on me? Some times I really wonder if they happen for a reason, or for no reason at all. But ever since then I have been living very cautiously when it comes to people. There's a saying, "Be kind to many, love a handful and trust a few". Living by this mantra doesn't seem to hurt. 

Life has been good. I wouldn't say its fantastic and I'm living my dream life now, but I know i will be in a few years down the road because it will (and it has to be). I always believe, you can take short breaks in life when you are brimmed up, but you cannot live a living dead life, or become lazy and get too comfortable with life. Because once you get comfortable, it means you are not progressing and you are not pushing yourself to expand the boundaries you have. So if you ask me, where do I stop? Let me bounce a question back to you, "Why stop? your time has an expiry date."

Life doesn't stop when you get married, or when you have babies, or when you are a director or you own a business. In fact, these are little progresses you made! And why should you stop evolving to be better? Celebrate these progresses, they are extremely precious.

I am grateful that I'm able to travel for work and leisure, to different places to see so many different things and people. How histories are formed, and how people live in ways that we can never have imagined. They are inked in my heart for life and I really want to do something for the less fortunate, which brings me to a serious consideration of steering my purpose in life to a new direction. I will try, because I am not an extremely smart girl, but I will give it my all if I am lucky enough to be given an opportunity.

that will be in 2015 and it makes me very excited for the coming year.

& lastly, I am proud to say that I am loved. And i couldn't have ask for anything else. 

I'm extremely thankful.

Cambodia, Siam Reap | 2014 | My heart. I felt like giving what I wore to them, i felt like giving them my everything.

jess.