Just the way you are.

I'm flawed. but I tried, every single way to make you smile, to walk alongside with you and watch you learn, hoping you'll grow and be a better person. We all falter, but that doesn't make us any worst. Don't judge because you wouldn't like being judged, too.

I gave my all, and sacrifice my happiness for you. Because I saw something in you that Im afraid no one else will because they might give you up before even reaching that layer of you. Im afraid no one will love you, thats why im here no matter how many times you hurt me. Everyone hates me being there for you, even I hate myself some times. But i know that i should never leave you just cause we have fell apart. We dont leave the people we truly care, even when we are forced to, a part of us will always stay.

I tried, i really do. I put you above everyone else, that i realized today that i might have cause hurt on them. but you will never see it. because you will never listen to me, and you will always think the worst of me.

Im not a bad person just because i made mistakes, just because i want to be honest and tell you everything. Im not a bad person just cause you judged me. Im not.

And i hope one day you can see that. But even if you dont, you'll still be alright. You'll be okay, and so will I. We may never speak, or maybe we will. But right at this moment, I sincerely hope someone will love you the way i loved you, or even more. and that you will be happy, and blessed.

I dont blame you, i never did and i never will.

because love don't point fingers at each other when things isnt right, this is how my love works.

I hope you well.



jess.