work is settling down, sitting down quietly typing, listening to my music and taking a breather after a long, long week. have you ever wonder to yourself why are you even working and rushing everyday for? i always wonder every night. Bread and butter probably. Some say money makes happiness. Part of it i guess, to pamper, to spoil, to give love all roundedly, intangibly and intangibly. Rushing while young, to share a good life with someone that is worth every minute of your life rushing about.
its like you're rushing everyday for a mystical tomorrow that is 99% of our productivity , motivation and achievement (just read this from 9gag). And when you are catching up tomorrow, have you ever thought that you might just collapse and thats that? you whirl up into another place that is far far away from your loved ones.
intriguing isnt it? some times i can't believe that im actually a human being that has so much so much thoughts and questions that i cant even answer myself. thinker, i think alot. I think too much some times, that i have no idea what's getting into me.
i need something to look forward to. when i was in poly i look forward for uni. when in uni i look forward for work. Now that im working, I look forward for a life. Saving hard, saving so hard now to create a little space of my own on this lonely planet. i miss sharing.. but hardly anyone listens now.. we are all so busy.. it is no wonder the older we are, the lesser we speak. not that we cant, just time doesnt freeze for such things anymore.
some times the world is just so intimidating, you think? that you just feel like burying yourself in the water.. maybe thats why i love swimming so much.
jess.
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