i almost forget about this little space i have.. until recently.. strangely, amidst all the work and school and friends and people and funny weird things that i'm handling.. i remembered that i have a private space that only you can invade and read. and it doesnt matter the amount i rant cause i know you guys will read it all no matter.
so... i have a twitter account. okay stupid, i broadcast this on facebook already. nothing new. did i just call myself stupid? crap. some times i think i really am a little.. i mean, not intelligence wise.. but perhaps the way i handle people. oh people! fragile and ever so complicating hearts that i can NEVER, i repeat, never decipher. i mean, who can? somewhere, at this really dark area in your heart that you know you will never want to show. cause if you do, thats the end of that angelic you. ah ha. gotcha. we all have that little dark area in our hearts.. demons. monsters. scary stuff.
ive been busy. ya what's new.. how can i not be busy when im studying and working? this is the prime time where you can do both. when you're older, and your body ages with you, you cant do that anymore.. time doesnt wait. age doesnt wait. seriously, who waits anymore?
what an accelerating life we all live in. forget about the cows eating grasses and chillin at the meadows.. and the kangaroos that hop leisurely for no reason.. and the penguins who just stood there and waste... precious time.
ok at this point of time, i am stressed up. because im ranting away...
oh gees, exams are coming.. i used to love exams, cause i love the adrenaline of taking results. BUT, now i dread it.. and my flu and cough is killing my lungs. imagine a sick and tired lungs, ya thats my lungs. stupid flu..
i have officially concluded that i will never get well. i give up, no amount of fish oil and VitC helps.. those viral are C.R.A.Z.Y. omg.
okay, this is so random. i am so tired now. im going to shower and read and sleep. and! my right eye has been hurting.. oh! a self-discovery today: i realized i DONT blink when i work on my photoshop and illustrator. WTH... no wonder my eyes are dry.. and.. i dont move any other parts of my body cept my fingers and my wrist. no wonder i'll have this stinging ache at my shoulder blade...
ahh~ massage would be nice.. but. massage gives me nightmare :(
so no massage and sleep.
okay bye!
jess.
so... i have a twitter account. okay stupid, i broadcast this on facebook already. nothing new. did i just call myself stupid? crap. some times i think i really am a little.. i mean, not intelligence wise.. but perhaps the way i handle people. oh people! fragile and ever so complicating hearts that i can NEVER, i repeat, never decipher. i mean, who can? somewhere, at this really dark area in your heart that you know you will never want to show. cause if you do, thats the end of that angelic you. ah ha. gotcha. we all have that little dark area in our hearts.. demons. monsters. scary stuff.
ive been busy. ya what's new.. how can i not be busy when im studying and working? this is the prime time where you can do both. when you're older, and your body ages with you, you cant do that anymore.. time doesnt wait. age doesnt wait. seriously, who waits anymore?
what an accelerating life we all live in. forget about the cows eating grasses and chillin at the meadows.. and the kangaroos that hop leisurely for no reason.. and the penguins who just stood there and waste... precious time.
ok at this point of time, i am stressed up. because im ranting away...
oh gees, exams are coming.. i used to love exams, cause i love the adrenaline of taking results. BUT, now i dread it.. and my flu and cough is killing my lungs. imagine a sick and tired lungs, ya thats my lungs. stupid flu..
i have officially concluded that i will never get well. i give up, no amount of fish oil and VitC helps.. those viral are C.R.A.Z.Y. omg.
okay, this is so random. i am so tired now. im going to shower and read and sleep. and! my right eye has been hurting.. oh! a self-discovery today: i realized i DONT blink when i work on my photoshop and illustrator. WTH... no wonder my eyes are dry.. and.. i dont move any other parts of my body cept my fingers and my wrist. no wonder i'll have this stinging ache at my shoulder blade...
ahh~ massage would be nice.. but. massage gives me nightmare :(
so no massage and sleep.
okay bye!
jess.
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