im up early, which is tiring. i can sleep more, but i'd rather spill my words here. 10 minutes is all i have, and i shall bug off from there.. i kept running up against paradoxes. senseless pointless wander of thoughts. when couples are drowning in love and music fanatics are immerse with tunes, i am here, completely wasting my life away. i am a total perfectionist but am always cornered by rough walls which makes me feel like a total loser, sometimes. maybe i need to break a leg, chill pill or whatever you call it.
exams are round the corner and im such a sloth. just couldnt seem to find that energy to boost my focus and determination. i think i need something exciting, getting pretty bored with life. a little booze and chips perhaps? been sick for the past week makes me crave for so much junk food. oh god. im thinking about kettle chips right now.
i need to do something. like silly stupid stuff that'll make me laugh like mad. i miss laughing. i hate to fall sick. f**k.. i really hate it. it screws up my life.
jess.
exams are round the corner and im such a sloth. just couldnt seem to find that energy to boost my focus and determination. i think i need something exciting, getting pretty bored with life. a little booze and chips perhaps? been sick for the past week makes me crave for so much junk food. oh god. im thinking about kettle chips right now.
i need to do something. like silly stupid stuff that'll make me laugh like mad. i miss laughing. i hate to fall sick. f**k.. i really hate it. it screws up my life.
jess.
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