feeling strange.

have you had this really strange feeling that your life seem pretty well and all but you still feel funny all over? like, life's not suppose to be this way and there's alot more to that.

well i do. i always feels funny and you know, not filled up. like, empty?

yesterday i went to meet 2 of the teachers whom taught with me 2 yrs back.. they were telling me bout their lives now.. sharing and catching up. But it doesnt feel right. not that they're leading a wrong life but.. i just cant really express it out well in words. this feeling that im having is very, unexplainable, hard to articulate and tough to express..

but yeah, im feeling strange. life couldve been better. like, an agenda or something? okay maybe now i'm living by the days.. or the fact that failing my business stats has wear me down, that all my fuel for life has been sucked completely by it.

i think, i kinda lost the adrenaline to get on with my life. i think i'm stuck and i refuse to barge. i think i'm not ready to move on and i think i'm gonna just wait.. even though waiting it a total waste of time.. but its the best out of the many worst that ive thought of..

good luck to me.

jess.