Monday, May 10, 2010

hello jason, you are getting old..



today, my dearest friend turns 23. it was a great catchup with friends. but i wasnt feeling very well... both physically, mentally and emotionally.. been weary recently.

sometimes i just dont understand how people works. how things turns out to be unexpectedly surprising. they just "wham", and thats it. whatever showed up right infront of you, you just have to accept. no negos, no please, no no-s, no nothing. just shatup and take.

and in your heart you'll curse. what. the. hell.

gotta get going somehow. atrocious isn't it? when you were the one who IS the laughing stock of the joke. you're the core of it. and hilariously enough, you have absolutely no freaking idea and you laugh together with the rest.

damn.

life. what else can i say? indeed and damn hell of a roller coaster ride.

jess.

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