poor health = lose focus

its hard when you know you are unwell and you have to swallow pills and you have to take note of exams and work and you have to s-s-study hard for exams and you have to stay focus and you know if the minute you sleep is the minute your doom day is and you just can't seem to fall asleep and you force yourself to focus to study in the middle of the night but you can't stay focus because you're physically tired but mentally worried about your school work and you know you can't kept giving the company excuses not to come up with designs when they're in need of you to come up with new year and christmas cards now so they'll have time to sample and etc and you think you can do everything in a short period of time and so you ended up squeezing yourself dry and then you suffer from migraine and you will feel that every other thing just pisses you off and when you start swallowing pills again and you thought everything is under control you try to cope with everything and end up neglecting your health again and all these cycle starts again and that's the point where you know,

life's tough.

but i know it'll get by, and efforts will be paid-off. i know. so let's all work hard.

for a better tomorrow, yes! for a better tomorrow.

love,

jess.