my current life.

i woke up, 

opened my eyes, 

and saw the rays of sunlight diffused through the opaque curtains.

i wash up,

get dressed,

and went out with my friends.

i met them,

for the longest time,

i laughed, out loud,

i laughed, to my content,

i laughed, till tears steam down my cheeks.

we shop,

and eat,

and talk,

and drink,

and talk,

and laugh.

met some new people,

and i felt great.

fyp has narrowed my life,

oh my my.

i'm so happy thats its really gonna end.

happy cause there will not be,

harveyho.

there will not be,

bitches and hypocrites.

there will not be,

endless complains and unhappiness.

there will not be,

24hours of non-stop work.

there will not be,

all the shits and shait and nasty things

.

.

.

ANYMORE.

god, fyp has sucked me and i'm all dried up,

but i'm thankful that my friends and my love are there for me.

just when everything seem to be out of control,

there will definitely be something that is within your control.

just when you feel that you are no longer you anymore,

there will definitely be someone that will make you feel you even more.

despite all the sucky-ness that the school gives me,

i still see some joy in it.

i thank H, K, Y, J, JR, YP, D, B for everything.

take a bow,

cause everything is ending.

so take a bow,

and end it with a happy note.

forget about all the unhappiness, 

and celebrate the freedom that you will have.

i am so looking forward to my new phase of life.

i am so looking forward to it.

love,

jess.