Tuesday, March 17, 2009

i had a bad day.

and why would i say that?

because our exhibition booth is not selected.
because one of our group members is not cooperating.
because he always tell me that he's busy and i'm not understanding.
because my new specs broke and i have to sent it for repair.
because harvey called today.
because the international school is taking their own time doing the application for me.
because i wanted fish fillet and the auntie gave me fried toufu.

and of all these nasty incident, one that really kills my day and really affects me is...
him.

there is so many things to talk about.
but everytime we talk, none is listening.
not you, not even me.
and negligence is your forte, so don't try to push it away,
your work is your world, but you are my world.
it may be bogus to others, but i hope you'll feel otherwise.

to you, i suck.
and why am i always so upset everytime when i thought things are getting better in my life?

some things can never change,
no matter how hard we tried.
i'm still me, and you're still you.
to leave or to stay,
is this even my decision anymore?

i doubt. 
i really doubt.

jess.

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