its a choice, not a compromise

You laugh not because it's retarded. You laugh because you're too exhausted to scrunch your brains to register what's suppose to be funny and what isn't.

And I love it because everything is mosh together and not being segregated by whatever analyses your brain has came up with.

So just laugh when you're too tired to think because
A) you make people around you happy
B) you give yourself synthetic happiness for that split moment
C) nobody will get hurt during this whole process
D) everyone will think that you're ok and you ll probably feel that you will be eventually because you're laughing anyway

I guess what I'm trying to say is; you can b happy even at your worst. It's just a matter of how you anchor your perspective in those hardcore situation you're in.

We can all be happy if we want to. It's a choice, not a compromise.

-Jess