the wonder of time is that it heals the wounded and nurture feelings. it is yet another hiatus that is happening. the calmness of us performing all our daily responsibilities, all trying to forget all, all trying to take a step back and breathe.
why are we killing each other when what we want most is to get together and laugh like the good ol' times? drinking beers and whacking the cyber tennis. i have no idea what we have all done and what is all becoming of us. for us to give up, for us to never look back.
i have did a self-reflection. i apologized to him(and he did too for me), and i told her to postpone the drinks. and that was the last time when everything stops. there were alot of times where i have a strong urge to visit her. to call. to see. to hug. but then i brushed those thoughts away thinking, what's the point, maybe im the cause of it all. maybe she have found her reliance and im out of her chapters.
i have reached to a point of self-reprimand. it doesn't matter who's at fault and who's privacy we have all intruded and how not we are now. because ultimately, it is us all who're feeling the pain, it is us all who's losing the friends. the friends whom we all find comfort in, the friends whom we want to share the joy with.
so to the two of you, run if you want to. perhaps im not a friend to keep. perhaps you two should stay away from me.
please takecare of her, and yourself. and girl, make sure you control his chimney habits. whether or not you think im being real, im happy for you two. a right partner is all you need to bring you through tough times. so im really glad that its not other man who's taking my comfort away, its my boyfriend's best brother.
and at this point of time, i feel that the earth is better backwards..
jess.
why are we killing each other when what we want most is to get together and laugh like the good ol' times? drinking beers and whacking the cyber tennis. i have no idea what we have all done and what is all becoming of us. for us to give up, for us to never look back.
i have did a self-reflection. i apologized to him(and he did too for me), and i told her to postpone the drinks. and that was the last time when everything stops. there were alot of times where i have a strong urge to visit her. to call. to see. to hug. but then i brushed those thoughts away thinking, what's the point, maybe im the cause of it all. maybe she have found her reliance and im out of her chapters.
i have reached to a point of self-reprimand. it doesn't matter who's at fault and who's privacy we have all intruded and how not we are now. because ultimately, it is us all who're feeling the pain, it is us all who's losing the friends. the friends whom we all find comfort in, the friends whom we want to share the joy with.
so to the two of you, run if you want to. perhaps im not a friend to keep. perhaps you two should stay away from me.
please takecare of her, and yourself. and girl, make sure you control his chimney habits. whether or not you think im being real, im happy for you two. a right partner is all you need to bring you through tough times. so im really glad that its not other man who's taking my comfort away, its my boyfriend's best brother.
and at this point of time, i feel that the earth is better backwards..
jess.
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