frustrated

im getting very cranky for the past few days.. and i kept doing the wrong things.. this is very frustrating because half the time i'm feeling stupid.

• i gave my care to a wrong friend (yes, tell me about it. now i feel like a moron)
• i missed lecture for the first time (and its not because i couldnt wake up. i just didnt felt like attending)
• i lent my ears and listen to things that will make me change my opinion of a person that i care for, alot (very very impactful piece of news, yes.)
• i turn into a one way road when i drive today (jialin's gonna kill me when he read this)
• i scratched my dad's car while doing a 3-point turn (jesus. this is my virgin time of damaging the car)

is it because i didnt catch enough sleep? or what. i think im washing my hands off people who doesnt give a damn about my concern. they dont deserve it. gonna be the first and the last.

I have absolutely zero tolerance for unappreciative people.
so, don't push it.

jess.