its been awhile....

...since i last scribble down my thoughts. Cause there is not much, guess ive been in my nothing box for quite some time.

Sometimes i feel very lonely. Yes, tell me about it. It seems like i have alot of friends, i have a boyfriend, i have a job, colleagues, i have school and all... but when the sun sets and the night falls, i'll have this lonesome feeling that kind of sweep me away from all of that. Have you guys have this weird bizarre emotions running through your body?

its like, i seem to have everything that i need. but down to the last hour, i kind of feel that i have nothing. it's a little empty inside. i feel like an abandon child.

When i need the warmth of human touch, i only have the warmth of my blanket... what a lonesome night.

jess