damn.

quarreled with my momsy just because of the 189dollars of phone bill this month. i had a very bad mood because of this.  and i mean really bad mood.

I hate to quarrel with my family. the feeling really suck. you know they are the closest thing on earth to you and theyre so close to your heart. when conflict rises, back turned against each other... the atmosphere around you gets so nasty. Some times i felt a sense of loneliness after quarreling. its like.. no one understands you. Yes, friends and boyfriend does.. but, nothing can compare with your family members.

no matter how much i loathe them some times or how annoyed we are towards each other's behavior, i still, truely love them. 

but, im still very upset about this whole stupid bill problem. is it even worth the quarrel this afternoon? gosh.

jess.