Wednesday, February 18, 2009

what?!

what...

is wrong.

god. its final year project and everyone is stressed up. you can't blame everyone for that. and by shrugging your shoulder to me doesn't make any better. so not. cmon h. just because i tell you not to tell others bout my achievement cause i'm afraid of miscommunications (well i had one with s)? its not fair. its so not fair. i didn't scream at you. neither did i shout at you when you say. i'm just talking to you, why must you make it seem like i'm such a mean person?

just when i thought we can be really friends instead of groupmates, you shattered my thought. I'm upset, i seriously am. If not i wouldn't be writing this down. I wouldn't even care for christ's sake. I have a really really good friend doesn't mean i can't make new ones. and you are never a replacement of anything. I'm sorry if i made you feel this way. i really am. But its never on deliberate to upset you. That wasn't even part my plan.

no matter how much i say, things are never gonna be the same. How i wish things are not the way it is right now. You want us to be just work any nothing else? fine, we'll do work and nothing else. 4 days of smiling my days away and pretending nothing has happen has got to stop. from now onwards, it's work and nothing else. 

man, my heart sure knows how i feel best.

jess.

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